28/07/08 16:08
Holler,
This week started off as a total hell ride for me.
I've been working on this record in one way shape or
form for almost a year now and last week my brain
started to revolt. Let me just say, the timing was
poor. Last week was really the first week where I
could get my hands into the recording process and
starting doing the stuff I do best--guitars, dobro,
steel, harp etc. Last week, however, everything I
recorded sounded to me like it had been laid down by
one of the sheep in the field outside my window. No,
joke. I knew at that point I had either been
pre-producing or producing to some extent every
single day for the last two weeks. The strange thing
is that I wasn't particularly tired of being in the
studio or playing or anything, I was just super super
sick of my tunes. After some considerable counseling
from some kind souls, I realized that I really needed
to take some time off. And not just a half day. I
needed to take a legitimate weekend off. It sounds
like such a lame thing to realize, but when you work
entirely on your own schedule with nothing but a
single deadline out there looming in the future, it
can get really hard to not want to work every single
day. The great news is, it got better. I went into
the studio on Sunday to have a listen back and do a
rough mix in preparation for vocal tracking and all
of a sudden it sounded like the songs I once knew and
loved. This all made me think of a great article I
read in the in July/August `07 American Songwriter
Magazine. I tried to dig it up online to link it, but
alas, it could not be found. One of the contributing
editors was talking about how she deals with the same
experience and she called her technique Artistic
Starvation. It's basically putting faith in the fact
that you are a creative being, you will naturally
desire creation again in the near future, but for
now, you can't put out any more. So she'll take
anywhere from an afternoon to a week and literally do
nothing involved with writing. She will hold out
until her creative nature is literally starved to put
out again, and then, she's back to work. I didn't
realize at the time that I was doing the same thing.
I spent last Friday and Saturday basically chilling
out really had. It only took a couple days, and I was
right back at it. Just goes to show that the down
time can really be just as important as the on time.
More thoughts on this another time . . .